Assalamualaikum and Hi

Rindu. Siapa tak pernah ada perasaan rindu enn. Tipu lah kalau takde. Manusia ni penuh dengan emosi. Macam-macam kita boleh rasa. Marah,bengang, happy and sedih. Macam-macam kita boleh rasa. Tapi yang paling tak boleh blah ialah, perasaan rindu. Weh, as i typing this shit, aku rasa skema gila. Ayat tak boleh lagi baku je enn. Lol. Well, i am not expecting someone will read this trash. Kadang-kadang aku macam tak tau nak luah dekat siapa my exact feelings. 'Cause i know no one understands lewl. So yeah, blog is my last resort. Huhuhuhuhuhu. I feel free to share my thoughts or anything cuz it will bring no harm to anyone. So back to my bebelan which is; rindu. Rindu is a very strong word. I can't deny. Perasaan rindu ni boleh datang tetiba je. For examples, kau duduk kat kelas tengah study statistics and suddenly kau rasa lain macam. Hati ni rasa macam tak tenang macam tu lah. Tetiba rasa rindu, Kalau sebut pasal rindu, mesti lah kau tujukan kat orang enn. Ada ke yang rindu handphone dia? Mungkin ada. Tapi more kepada seseorang tu sendiri. It happened to me all the time. Waktu tengah lunch ni pun,adoiyai, boleh pulak rindu kat mama dengan ayah. Jadi apa aku buat bila perasaan tu datang? Haaaa, aku makan dengan sedu sedan. Tahan nangis le,sebabnya aku tengah makan and member kat depan kot,jatuh saham aku. Plus, kalau aku menangis tetiba tak ke pelik? Huhuhuhuhuhuhu. Ye lah,orang semua elok2 tengah makan, suddenly you cry. Aku pun boleh jadi pelik tau.

Tu baru rindu kat parents, belum lagi rindu kat yang tersayang lagi enn. Haaa, ni parah. Bila kau dah start rindu kat someone tu, mula lah mood swing kau mai bagai tsunami and angin kencang ribut taufan semua mai serentak. Member sekeliling pun boleh naik menyampah tau bila benda ni jadi. Aku tak merujuk pada sesiapa. Benda jadi kat diri sendiri so aku boleh faham struggle tu. Hiks. Jadi,apa ubat pada rindu ni. Ceh senang je, dah kalau kau rindu kat someone tu, give them a call. Kalau malu sangat kau text je lah. Kalau nak nampak old skool sikit, kau hantar surat through burung merpati. K, gurau hambar je petang-petang ni. Lol. Kenapa aku came up with this topic? Simply because aku bosan and yeah, aku rindu mak ayah aku. Takde kesayangan lagi alhamdullilah so kasih sayang dan attention aku of course lah 100% kat mama and ayah. Depa patt rasa excited sebab bukan senang aku nak bagi my full attention kat orang. Huhuhuhuhuhu. Okay, itu je kot aku nak taip.

Tschuss! Bis spater!

xoxo;
putt

Assalamualaikum and Hi.

It has been a long time. Man, it is a long time. Well i hope that i can spare some of my time here. Tbh, i do miss writing and sharing my thoughts here. Let's make the 2 years story short. Basically, i have finished my diploma at GMi last year. Alhamdullilah, I graduated with first class honor. Also, my FYP, was a success. There were so much to be thanked for. Family,friends and of course, memories. Ada yang sedih and ada yang happy. Through out my three years of Diploma, i've met lots of people with different backgrounds. Each one of them had taught me many valuable lessons. Also, i've gone through a few heartbreaks too. I thought he was the one,but nah idk. Maybe he was the one, but the time has not come yet. idk, Apa-apa je lah enn. Heartbreaks are is a part of life experiences enn? lol. K let's move on.

Now, i am currently studying at UMP Pekan. Yes people. I'm back in Pahang for another 2 years. I know, semua orang tertanya enn why stuck kat Malaysia lagi. K folks,chill. Here is my explanation. First of all, I applied kat Queensland University in Australia. And yes, alhamdullilah. I got the offer. Unfortunately, MARA have better plan for me. So, they want me to continue my studies kat Pekan, and then only fly to Germany. At first, i was upset. Not just me,my family pun sama. They are all macam berkabung for me. I even cry the whole day sebab kuciwa :( Ye lah, i worked hard to you know to get my ass to Australia. Sigh. But, Allah is the best planner kan? I just put all my trust on Him. Someone once said, "If Allah brings us to it, He will help us through it". Have faith. If Allah wills, insya Allah ke HsKa lew sayaa. Doakan ye. :)

Degree life is much hectic and tunggang terbalik as hell. So different from diploma. Idk about matrics or foundation etc, diploma ni chillax sikit. lol. I'm in my second semester and yet i still struggle to cope with my studies. Well starting is always the hardest kan? This is my second time, being away from my family. Homesick? Not really. Maybe i used to hostel life. I pernah masuk asrama kat Kuantan, remember? XD Well i guess that is it. Nak tulis panjang-panjang macam out of idea. So that was it. Hopefully i will write something on this blank pages. Insya Allah.

xoxo;
putt